. . . 07.27.2026 - thinking n typing at night

okkei i'll think about how to format this and make it pretty tomorrooww.. which is today... cuz it's 2am . I've started staying up late after considering myself an early bird for so many years .. i don't rlly know why this started happening? It just did! Ummm but anyway...

blog topic blog topic.... nothing really! i like to write and dump thoughts somewhere, so that'll be my blog's job, neat, right? (please say right!!!) after all... noone else is going to read this unless they REALLY want to! if you're here... umm... i'm a little embarrassed... (kyaa!)

I'm still thinking about all that I want to do w my website, I've seen people actually wait until it looks good to actually put it up on neocities... but I like the process! Whoever knows me through the ugly times will stay for the pretty times (philosophical... is that how you even spell it?)

Even then, I would like to make a little list of sorts... smth smth goals!

• a more specific design for blog posts?? likeee the layout..
• Set up a status thingy
• updates thingy!
• I actually have more ideas but I think these will be my main ones!

I'm starting to get the hang of some things... heh (not really)

on another topic! drawing!!! yay!!!!! i'm kinda art blocked... not yay..! BUT I think I got whyyy I'm art blocked. Everything I do looks the same and kinda FLAT... so it isss time to experiment again and do whatever I find out there!

On this fine sunday..monday? midnight, I decided to try a bit of... shivers... thin lineart? oh gof. But it didn't go that bad? I also doodled Ai and Yuito with a bigger brush but no pressure... It felt nice !

oof maybe that's too big but... siiiigh im so lazy ! it's almost 3am by now!!! gotta sleep... so yeah! there will be these low effort thought blogs but sometimes i'll make cuter ones when i'm inspired to create and not just to yap!

i'll prob even make a section for the well done blogs... anyhow gnna put this on the site tomorrowww!! oh yeah this is not even an intro... you'll have to be more patient w me... ok? blushes

alrightyyyy goob niiiight zzzzzzzzzzz......